Moving! Finally!

so adam pretty much got a new job. his territory will be like doylestown, pa and surrounding areas.

which meeeeeans we are getting an apartment! we are finally getting a place of our own. cant effin wait.

we'll either move to like cherry hill, the princeton/trenton area, or somewhere around his pa territory.

so excited.

one day...

i wish to have everything i deserve. the good things. because i put good things in, hoping to get good things in return.

maybe its selfish, but sometimes i think i deserve better.

well, i definitely dont deserve this.

a couple of things.

i have the hiccups and it is DRIVING ME CRAZY.

im really full cause i ate some easy mac and bread. i could barf.

im really proud of myself.

i always talk about school in these things. but its literally my whole life right now.school is goin really well. im averaging a 97 in english, which im stoked on.  (all A's...mostly A+'s)professor loves me and thinks im the smartest thing sliced bread. like, really smart sliced bread.

ive had 2 business exams so far- i got a 94 for the first, and a 98 for the second...toppin my class...wtf.

for my economics class ive had 5 assignments, and ive gotten 5 out of 5 for each one... and a B+ for my first test.. (which is good cuz the teacher cancels class every week and we pretty much had to teach ourselves the first 6 chapters...which i didnt really do, and still pulled off that grade so whatever)

and AND im averaging a B for math. wtf? (if you knew how shit i was at math you would understand my surprise...) got a 86 for my last quiz (after corrections its gonna be at least bumped upto a 90...at least) and a 100 on my assignment. im pretty stoked. doin way better than i thought. and since adams mum is pyin for my school im kinda relieved im putting it to good use :/

to top it all off IM GOIN TO BALTIMORE FOR SPRING BREAK. oh man, cant even wait.

werid people.

im sitting in the library waiting for my english class and noticing how many weird people go to my school. i guess it is new jersey after all.

im sick of school already. im killing it, acing english, economics and business, but effing math is killing me.

I STILL HATE MATH and never will i ever like it. not even if i ever actually figure out how to do it.

ps jina if you read this the bf and i def talked about all that stuff the other day. finally confronted. woaahhhh..

over it.

I haven't had class at all this week. Snow days claimed 3 classes, 2 teachers cancelled other classes, and I couldnt be bothered going to another. But I have to go to math tomorrow, because I suck at math.

out of 7 classes this week, Im going to 1. im lazy. i hate school. it was cool when it was new and exciting and it gave me something to do. but now i just stress over it and i hate it. the stress is making my skin yucky, i havent worked out since the semester started and im fffffat. i feel so gross. gross gross.

i wish i didnt have to go just so i could stay here :(

euw.

i haven't had a blog for like, 2 years. i hate people knowing my business. 

i must be really bored. i've been procrastinating an english paper for 4 hours...loooser.